Wednesday, Dec. 17, 2003
My life as a desert snack.
Thursday, Oct. 23, 2003
And then it hits me. . .
Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
To Whom It May Inspire:
Sunday, Oct. 19, 2003
Passion
Sunday, Sept. 14, 2003
Well The Man Burned
Quote For The Day:
I try to take one day at a time, but sometimes several days attack me at once. I try to take one day at a time, but sometimes
Well The Man Burned
Sunday, Sept. 14, 2003 - 10:40 PM
Writing Situation & Location: home now, or at least off playa & showered and bathed and showered and ...
well the man burned.
that much always happens, always amusing with a touch of drama thrown in for seasoning.
So what about all the rest? Hmmm, very interesting...
parts of my had such a great season. really connected with some beautiful friends, something i had been longing for. Had quite a few moments that really put a lot of my self talk to rest, real connections, the kind at times i doubted i could have or would be wanted by the quality people that i yearned to have them with. Laughter was real, quiet long 3 am talks were real, my smile was real. Real is so so nice.
other parts were hard. not quite knowing how to deal with some things without my old defense mechanisms, my old games. The games i have no time for. Also finding things i now relies i choose not to deal with anymore, their amusement not worth the price of my growth and movement forward. And then, as in anything, there were those times i stumbled and allowed myself to get caught up in the game. I see it now and that make a world of difference. Now the difference is that i learn from these times, growth happening almost as i'm still slipping. understanding grabs hold just before i fall to far.
It's a journey.
and of course the man burned.
